Lyrics 23:46_26.08 - ATRXX

Let me tell you a story
About a broken soul that I never wanted
Got it haunting in my mind feel so sorry
Spending hours at the mic, chasing goals, new high
That I could've never wanted
Suicidal thoughts win though I numb it
Lock my liquor down bitch, because I want it
The feeling like I'm worth nothing
Circles on my mind cause I could've never done this

Twenty-four seven being there couldn't hide
Holding back my emotions because I cannot realize
I'm broken and every fucking second there is hate
Drinking shit because I don't want to relatable what's in my brain
God damn fuck life I am bleeding
Ending my time because I cannot stand to see it
Fucked up my life because I fucking hate to see it
My smile in the mirror of agony and hatred and lies
That I tell my decaying and rotting inside
Holding tears back because I couldn't fucking decide
Yeah I don't want to fucking destroy what is making me happy since I did internally die

Cutting edge, fuck life
What's the sense of feeling right?
I just want to take my life without a soul to realize

Let me tell you a story
About a broken soul that I never wanted
Got it haunting in my mind feel so sorry
Spending hours at the mic, chasing goals, new high
That I could've never wanted
Suicidal thoughts win though I numb it
Lock my liquor down bitch, because I want it
The feeling like I'm worth nothing
Circles on my mind cause I could've never done this

Done this, twenty-four seven being there couldn't hide
Holding back my emotions because I cannot realize
I'm broken and every fucking second there is hate
Drinking shit because I don't want to relatable what's in my brain
God damn fuck life I am bleeding
Ending my time because I cannot stand to see it
Fucked up my life because I fucking hate to see it
My smile in the mirror of agony and hatred and lies
That I tell my decaying and rotting inside
Holding tears back because I couldn't fucking decide
Yeah I don't want to fucking destroy what is making me happy since I did internally die

Cutting edge, fuck life
What's the sense of feeling right?
I just want to take my life without a soul to realize