Lyrics Case_136538927 - ATRXX

Born in this shit don't know
Why do I sit holding
Back all my tears, who is this that I'm talking to?
Broke all my mirrors I
Try to resist there's no
Pain there's no sorrow, just empty years wanting to die

Wasting my time there is nothing to find
ATRXX keeps pushing until you realize
Just want to lose all the control I
Try to retain trough this music it's killing inside
Just look through my pain
Fucking up my voice for this shit with no gain
See me break in hate
Tell me what it feels like
All my life insane
Can't hold back just break my ways
I just want to kill my older self and start at heaven's gates

Put a hood all on my face don't try to
Catch my will to live, it's fucking hard
Spending hours at the mic
Don't calm me down it's fucking night
Yeah but in the end I'm a misfit
Find the reason why there's much
Pain in my heart, in my mind
Just shoot a bullet through my eyes
There is nothing in these world that anyone should stay alive for
Die, all your sins
I forgive, kind of in this bitch
I just want to slit my arms who am I tho?

How do you wake up and smile all day?
How do you feel inside?
Broke down seven times
I just keep fucking up my health right
Kind of miss the time when nothing mattered
Bring me back to life
Looking in the mirror seeing nothing but my hate and lies

Suddenly I see him pull a gun
Look him deep in the eyes
Realize that there is nothing I could lose
He keeps shouting in my face
He's telling me that I am useless
I just want to feel alive, tell him pull the trigger down
There's no fight, kill me slowly
I just want to die
Pull the trigger and he will release all my pain
He keeps shouting in my face, his eyes turn black and I turn pale
How did I get in this? No I don't want to die in early age, yeah I just

There's no fight no there's no pain
Keep pulling the gun at my skull, at my face
There's no fucking time to waste
I'm in pain, I'm in pain, I'm in pain, I'm in pain
Look me in the eyes and fucking tell me what it feels like
Who is trying to kill me?
It is ATRXX from a past life