Lyrics Blackheart... - Abstract

Got a heart full of pain you don't know it though
Smile on my face look so gullible
To the eye my vibe so approachable
Who knew stringing joy was so difficult
Only give you the me that you should know
Thank god that the doc just reads physicals
Just a vessel carrying a body
Hope that my pain won't hurt nobody

The hate you give I don't care about repercussions
Fuck your tears of apology discussions
The hate you give I don't care about repercussions
Fuck your tears of apology discussions

I've been hiding sadness like a pro
Record the scars then perform them at the shows
Closed out I hear those demons give a toast
As I feel the pain from the man at the OVO
If I was on a boat with a coastguard
Hope for a shipwreck at least a little bombard
If there were a crash wouldn't ask for a lifeguard
No I can swim but the shore looks too far
Love spending time all with the homies
Show it's more than life than just being lonely
Make a death joke they think it isn't funny
Wanna dial a hotline or maybe dial the police
Tryna warm a heart that has cold remnants
Stuck tween die hard or fighting for a vengeance
When I dim the lights just don't get offended
Don't want the truth to shine bright from your pendant

Got a heart full of pain you don't know it though
Smile on my face look so gullible
To the eye my vibe so approachable
Who knew stringing joy was so difficult
Only give you the me that you should know
Thank god that the doc just reads physicals
Just a vessel carrying a body
Hope that my pain won't hurt nobody

The hate you give I don't care about repercussions
Fuck your tears of apology discussions
The hate you give I don't care about repercussions
Fuck your tears of apology discussions

It's nice to make fun out your life
Feels way better than I am inside
It's nice to make fun out your life
Feels way better than I am inside

Laid back demeanor you'll probably think I'm phony
Or think I'm crazier than P in acrimony
Again finding joy in things that aren't funny
Couple p's are why I think dark days are sunny
Stupid habit of me rewinding it back
Hearing the excuse that I overreact
Saying you're a friend and yeah that's a fact
Till they find a way to get you on your back
Remember all the ones that never would fold
Guess it wasn't lies now pages of gold
All of the times I kept them afloat
When my well was dry my saliva I gulped
Nice of me to save up a few tears
Build me a river to stream my career
My soundflow is wavy adjusting my ears
Same ones that crossed me applaud me with cheers

Got a heart full of pain you don't know it though
Smile on my face look so gullible
To the eye my vibe so approachable
Who knew stringing joy was so difficult
Only give you the me that you should know
Thank god that the doc just reads physicals
Just a vessel carrying a body
Hope that my pain won't hurt nobody