Lyrics Losing Streak - Action/Adventure

I'm colored jade, a self-sabotaging hand grenade.
So pull the pins and needles from my existential nerves.
I'm overdue, resulting from my tainted youth.
I'm haunted in the city with origins in the burbs.
I'm covered up in cobwebs and layers left in dust.
My mind's bending backwards with questions who to trust.
I'm frozen with fear and unable to abide,
And through it all I still survive.
No matter what the cost is,
We're still chasing losses.
I've been trying harder just to not feel as obsessed.
Over all the time and space that hangs over my head.
Can't see the forest for the trees
And soon our plans will be the leaves before September even comes,
I'm not scared.
I'm covered up in cobwebs and layers left in dust.
My mind's bending backwards with questions who to trust.
I'm frozen with fear and unable to abide,
And through it all I still survive.
No matter what the cost is,
We're still chasing losses.
Sink or swim,
Just as long as I'm the captain of my own ship.
This mental mutiny is getting out of hand.
And through it all I still survive
No matter what the cost is
We're still chasing losses