Lyrics Passion - Adrian Stresow

Yuh, Ain't at the place that I wish that I was
Sacrificing years I could be livin' it up
But I'm never playing with ideas of givin' it up
Giving my trust harder and harder they hitting me up
You gotta go through a friend if we getting in touch
I already barely got the time and ain't givin enough
They all wanna get up close like I'm given em hugs
But then they wanna go ghost when I need em for stuff, damn
I can't remember the last time that I slept well
But then again if I could then maybe I been failed
I gotta work for my food if I'ma be fed well
No one really understands so they can't help
I'm back in it
They half in it I'm laughing at
All these wack ass rappers I'm passionate, ugh
They wanna be me or try to beat me I'm fast with it
My bros got me, these hoes want me but that shit is
Temporary as snowfall in the wintertime
And I ain't there at the top but I know I'm finna climb
Pray to God I'm forgiven for every sin of mine
And blessings coming, they couldn't come at a better time
Yeah, matter fact, I gotta improvise
Cause people telling me lies and lookin' me in the eyes
I gotta dip and get my busy minutes minimized
I'm tryna live and do this shit all on limited time
Yuh
I swear I'm busting my ass
My parents prolly embarrassed of me for cussing in raps
And forreal I'd be trippin to think that they'd understand
I grew up with everyone saying I can't
Then went to college and skipped like all my classes
Started writing classics
Knew I could make it happen if I just quit holding back
Dropped out my family ain't know how to react
I knew what I could be before they ever had my back
I don't know where I would be
If I was scared to believe
This shit was really for me
And I'ma go down as a legend when they burying me
I just knew I had to get it, no one carrying me
I remember being scared and almost calling it quits
Cause at the time I bet my Mom could admit
That I was awful as shit
Thinking every single song was a hit
But at school they used to call me a bitch
So I penned my aggression up in the songs
I could rap on this beat for an hour long
Ain't nobody here like me, so am I wrong?
Tell me who's a man like me to question God?
If I get cut I bleed but I'm stayin strong
Seems like now that's the only choice that I got
Tryna keep the peace as I see my enemies plot
Some days I can't believe this really my job
And I just bodied this beat, now I'm signing off