Lyrics Honesty (feat. Daniel Cruz) - AdrielFaith

If you're feeling what I'm feeling then it's something special
I've been trying to read your mind get into your head "oh"
Having thrills all on your body And the way you're acting honey
Make me wanna get sexual sexual Anything you want we can do it Speak it in your language I'll be fluent
Got you drip drip dripping with the fluid
Close your eyes baby listen to the music

I'm here today just to talk about something that's been a huge weight on my chest
Can't get no rest cause I really been stressed
All of these thoughts on my mind got me feeling a mess
Exposed to pornography at age of thirteen barely a teen
I couldn't see all of the pain and the suffering that moment would bring me
Started to act out started to wonder what it'd be like to be under the covers
With someone who ain't even your real lover
Would it be nice or would it be torture
And if I did it would I really love her Those were things I would think while in front of that screen
I was so blind to things I was seeing And was so deaf to the things I was singing like

If you're feeling what I'm feeling then it's something special
I've been trying to read your mind get into your head "oh"
Having thrills all on your body
And the way you're acting honey Make me wanna get sexual, sexual Anything you want we can do it
Speak it in your language I'll be fluent
Got you drip drip dripping with the fluid
Close your eyes baby listen to the music

Age of fifteen came around poppa left home that's when I started drowning
Started to lust over girls that would never satisfy but I had to fill that void so I just justified it
Age of sixteen was upon me
Porn had took over the things deep inside me
I was so trapped in a world full of things that would never bring joy and would always just harm me
It was the darkest of seasons had so much hurt and for so many reasons
Night after night that I cried kept it inside me because of my pride
I had a mask on my face that would say that I'm holy
Explains why I didn't want nobody looking so closely
That would expose the reality of the real monster I was and they'd hear me just saying

If you're feeling what I'm feeling then it's something special
I've been trying to read your mind get into your head "oh"
Having thrills all on your body
And the way you're acting honey
Make me wanna get sexual sexual
Anything you want we can do it Speak it in your language I'll be fluent
Got you drip drip dripping with the fluid
Close your eyes baby listen to the music

Thanking my God for the blessings he's given
Thanking my God for the times he's forgiven
Got me out so many things should've been dead but death wasn't for me God had a different purpose for my life so he kept me alive and now I've been set free
I know I haven't been perfect I know without you I'm worthless
But you keep me on your path
You tell me that every rough season will pass
And it's so true
Now I see the bigger view
And since that moment forward faith only grew
Now all I'm saying is thank you for remaining true