Lyrics Blow - Aether Haze

I know my life has always been backwards
So now I cry cuz I've lost the password
They hate on me at night
But love me right after
Right after I blow, right after I blow
Right after I blow, right after I blow
Right after I blow
Right after I blow, right after I blow
Right after I

Sit in my room cuz I can't get up
I'm so confused, can you wake me up
I just want you, but can't feel your touch
So I sit still till I turn numb
Till I turn numb, I'm feeling dumb
I'm so gone
Wish you were here
But our love wasn't so strong
So I sit in the night and replay our songs
Hoping that you'll come back but I know
I'm wrong

I know my life has always been backwards
So now I cry cuz I've lost the password
They hate on me at night
But love me right after
Right after I blow, right after I blow
Right after I blow, right after I blow
Right after I blow
Right after I blow, right after I blow
Right after I

Living on my own, till I feel right
Working far from home, be back at night
I'm all alone in the limelight
Wish you were here but I feel that fright
When skies are grey, when waves won't wake
Can't swim right
So I hope that you'll hear and see me fight
After I blow, I know I'll be right
Just hope you can see that I'm alright

I know my life has always been backwards
So now I cry cuz I've lost the password
They hate on me at night
But love me right after
Right after I blow, right after I blow
Right after I blow, right after I blow
Right after I blow
Right after I blow, right after I blow
Right after I