Lyrics Something - Aezrath

Looking in the sky
It is time to confess
Got couple things
Kicking my chest
Since the start
Wanted to be the best
People pointed fingers
As they left
Climbing the ranks
To be a top tier
Wanted me to give up
Wanted me to fear
I know the pressure
But i am ready
With all the critics
They can throw at me
If you succeed with a single sale
Put it on a scale, they want you to fail
Heavier than any metal
They want you to lose
They envy your passion
When you make it on the news
Let's stop for a second
And get into my shoes
Don't you wanna get out
Of lifetime abuse
I didn't get to choose
And i did what i love
Just because i am happy
Doesn't mean i am above

Put a song out
And it made me happy
Till the people noticed that
I am bad at rapping
And it felt like a baby
With a stolen candy
Why do people hate me
Want me to lose so badly
What did i do so bad
I have nobody else
Nobody to talk to
But the paper and pen
Emotions built up
And i was all alone
Bunch of fucking snakes
Made my heart into a stone
They wanted me to stop
Didn't want me to try
So i built me a wall
With medusa's eye
I wanted to hide
From the mindless hive
As i was making steps
Just to stay alive
They wanted the sex
I wanted the beats
But it is complex
Living in peace
I want a family too
One that supports me
One that knew
How badly i want it

This is my life
Nobody knows the pain
When people leave
And you take the blame
And this is insane
I can't explain
Why people complain
About somebody's gain
Why wouldn't i do
Anything that i can
To make my life better
To be who i am
To do my best
And say what i think
It is my right
It is a freedom of speech