Lyrics Somniphobia - Afourteen

Imotape Productions

Sittin' down right on my bedside
Sleepless nights when I don't feel right
Locked inside a dungeon, can't you help me?
(Can't you help me?)
Isolated from my friends
Swear this shit just never ends
Feels like my body's growing colder (colder)

Woke up in my own vomit last night
Wish I was taken in my sleep, God help me
I never found myself, and maybe that's for the best, oh
Just tell me to look up, but you're never understanding the view
A world of liars, they conspire on my every move
I got the flu, and I'm givin' up
My stomach hurts and I'm a mess
Lie to my face, then call it quits
My love for you wasn't adequate

(Existential, I'll never make it)
(Trapped in infinity)
(We're so small in the face of God, so shut the fuck up and do your job)
(It don't matter anyway) Yuh, yuh

Sometimes I wake up feeling impatient, aye
Losing my head
Aye lemme think a minute
You don't motherfuckin'- motherfuckin' see the vision, uh
Yuh yuh, lemme' breathe a minute
You ain't gotta do the shit that you been doin' to me, fuck you
Yeah I need to get my ass back home
Every time I leave the house, man I feel led on
What's up wit' that?
Cut from front to back
You don't love me back
No, don't act like that
Come home drunk as shit
Jumping off the bridge
Fuck that break my wrist
And I don't wanna go back home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna right my wrongs tonight

So I just act like, conversations
Mean what they mean
I hold back all this hatred
Inside my dreams
And I'm so sick with you
And your so sick of me
I can't even breathe
Yuh, you're nanananana, lalalalala
Lalalalala

Fall asleep inside your arms
Kill anybody that means you harm
Alcohol for breakfast, lunch and dinner
Downers just to numb the pain
Drown all the voices inside my brain
Toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course

But, I'm so sick of you
You're so sick of me
(I'm so insane, yeah yeah yeah)
(But I'm so sick of you)
(You're so sick of me)
(And I can't even breathe)
(I can't even breathe)
So, oh
I'm so sick of you

I've been singin' sad songs since I was youngin'
Paint my nails black, then those bitches called me a faggot
Now it's cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
Now I'm pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
Lil' spiders in the dark tellin' me its alright
I got bullets for you motherfuckers tryna' act tight
Doin' shows for a minute, I can really say I did it

It's a sick world we live in
And I'm not sure I want to stay at all
I'm done, I give up
And my mind comes toppling down when I think of
Getting out of bed
And I'm so broken down, cannot be repaired
I'm so sick
I'm so tired
I'm so beaten down
I don't wanna go, but I think I have to

Why do we live like this?
And why do we live like this?
I fell in love with your lips
They're my worst enemy
They're my worst enemy
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now you're opposite with me
Sit with me
Take my arms, watch me bleed
Take my eyes, make me see
That I am so incomplete
I am so incomplete
I am so-