Lyrics Pretty Little Liar - Akudzwe

Torn between crying for help
And not letting them see me sweat
But it's hurting shit I can't forget
I won't get over it easy
Shit makes me crazy yeah yeah
Making amends with myself
Forgiving me for loving you
I took a risk loving loudly
Defended you proudly
Ignored all the signs yeah it's true
And the image of me wishes that I could make it known
That you should be left alone
But it's hurt words and thoughts from me
I can't go heal on my own
And the image of me hopes
The world sees just who you are
Yeah
Facade only gets you so far
And I'm bigger than you
So I can't meet you where you are
I say your name but you don't deserve recognition
You played the hero but you really are the villain
There ain't a bone in me that wants to spare your feelings
You call me crazy but it was my intuition
Use me for status and fame and recognition
It's fucking crazy what they do for recognition
I say your name but you don't deserve recognition
I say your name but I won't no
I gotta give myself credit For loving as hard as I did
I helped you fight your addiction
And changed your whole life just to find myself late in the end
Ain't no regrets cause I'm proud that my heart was so pure
And I'm never ashamed of my love
And my finest strength is the fact that you're nothing to me
And I know the things I am above
And the image of me wishes I could just run away
To somewhere I still feel sane
Cause the truth is I've been fucking lost since that very day
And really I'm wishing that I could just catch a break
It's been hell every couple days
And now I'm here broken expected to carry the weight
I say your name but you don't deserve recognition
You played the hero but you really are the villain
There ain't a bone in me that wants to spare your feelings
You call me crazy but it was my intuition
Use me for status and fame and recognition
It's fucking crazy what they do for recognition
I say your name but you don't deserve recognition
I say your name but I won't no
I say your name but you don't deserve recognition
They always land on my feet
Bounce back but I'm clean in need
I wish I didn't check your texts when you were drunk asleep
I've seen everything that I didn't wanna see
That I needed to see that I needed to be
Hope you laugh
Hope you have a after with the night
Lotta friends wanna crack this honeymoon with the night
Hope you fuck around and have the time you wanted with the night
You might be so mean let's get through all of this
Out on the table your friends and your family
Even your label
Everyone got me damn
It's so shameful
I kept you stable
We should be grateful
I ain't found out so long now that you was unfaithful
Damn it's so shameful
So fucking shameful
Damn it's so
Fucking ungrateful
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah