Lyrics Bigger Than - Al Jacobi

This is bigger than me
Bigger than anything I said I believed
Bigger than who I was or was expected to be
Bigger than who I love or any love I receive
Cause this is bigger than me
Bigger than any longing for intimacy
Wherever my blood rushes or physicality
Both the chase and false comfort, I can say that comfortably
This is bigger than me
Bigger than fun, being young, wild and free
All the booze, the blunts, the blow, the memories
I ain't prone to peer pressure, I'm grown enough to leave
Cause this is bigger than me
Bigger than big whips, big cheques and bigotry
All the shiny things and the idea of prestige
All the clicks, views, streams and prime time TV
I still reach for the remote control and pretend it's a mic
You don't remotely control what I'm meant to do with my life
I still sneak out to the bathroom to write a couple lines
Then resume the conversation with new shit on my mind
This why I leave the party early and turn my own hits up at night
This why I deem nobody worthy of merely a moment of my time
This why I keep my homies worried while I work and don't reply
No I don't focus on the DM cause I can't let this one slide
And that's that, I'd rather be an asshole than half assed
I'd rather be the bad role than put on a bad act
Just forward me an offer, and I promise to get back fast
With a "hope you're doing well" to tell myself I give a rat's ass
Cause all my best friends die in my best dreams
So I got nothing left to die for but this thing
I'd sacrifice it all, I know what I'm risking
Are you listening? I hope you're listening

Cause this is bigger than you
Bigger than bros, broads, all of that bull
Bigger than bonds, blood, background and being there too
It goes win, win, win, I can't be afraid to lose
I keep pushing till I push you away (Away, away)
Actions speak, you don't say
If you wanna see me progress, don't ask me to stay
I can't have relations when people can't relate
And even love couldn't stop me
I thought my ex knew that about me
Married to the game, and it won't change for wifey
I carry all this weight, and I won't wait on nobody
So I'm waiting till my mom sees the man she raised
Dad is proud of me cause he knows how much I gave
Lil brother knows I'm there for him every day
But if they come between my music, it's the last fucking time they see my face
Face it, I'm fully fronting on your fulfillment
This ain't a 'fuck you', it's just a 'fuck how you feeling'
I don't flatter myself with flat dreams and half ambitions
Same lesson I'll teach my kids is why I can't have any children
I'm finding it hard to fit in with folks that just wanna fit in
I see we got different hopes cause I was hoping to be different
I need a Netflix feature before I'm chilling
Cause I'm not sitting still until I'm filling out the part of every villain
So that home life, fuck it, most life, fuck it
Yo life, fuck it, I keep it at a distance
My own life, fuck it, this my whole life, got it?
You should know I love it, and nothing else is appealing
I got friends, I got family, I got funds, I got women
Everything that makes em happy, but none of it makes a difference
And I know just what you're thinking, cause I'm thinking it too
If this dream is so big, why ain't it big enough for you?

Big enough for you
B-b-b-big enough for you
Big enough for you
If this dream is so big, why ain't it big enough for you?