Lyrics This Is It - Alvi

It's a miracle I'm alive
Hang'n on a thread in my mind fall in due time
If it wasn't for my daughter I would die
Suicidal thoughts in my mind I'm dripped dry
In my life I decided to release
Bleeding on my thoughts on these sheets and wreck beats
Some compare me to a beast that's extinct
I'm in deep so move over bitch your shit stinks
Fix me I'm so broken get a grip please
Burning candle down a tunnel that depicts me
Quickly Ima weapon homie miss me
Sacrificing everything I got I'm itching
Fishing going through waves and I'm drifting
This thing is a gift how it lifts me
Take a seat check my lyrics how they grip thee
Pick me started with the finger now I'm fisting
Legit see demons winning by a deficit
Why quit manifest my fuck'n goals from a wish
While I spit like a dragon as I ride on top of it
The burning pit this shits making history

This is it mother fucker this is it
From my damn spine from my soul to my fit
This is it mother fucker this is it
Tryna get by with my head full of shit
This is it mother fucker this is it
Hold your breath if you ain't got nothing left then you coming with me
This is it mother fucker this is it
Hold my damn ground while these demons come and get me

What's it like waking up in a void um
Paranoid is it the weed or the noise um
Polaroid motionless have no choice um
Feel annoyed feel controlled like a toy um
I'm awake but I'm living in a slumber
The view from under tell me what the fuck is hunger
Ain't gett'n younger down the hole for the plunder
Throw'n me the rope but it's drenched in butter
I can't even think of what I'm tryna mutter
It's my own stutter I'm think'n faster
While I enter in here undercover
Trust another don't take offense but I don't fuck with others
I see the pile of the filth and then I start to wonder
You see the smiles but I feel all the vile hunger
My vibe is blinded with the will to survive another
Mile I know why I dive and kill like a violent gunner
Style vital act'n wild Alvi fly a little longer

This is it mother fucker this is it
From my damn spine from my soul to my fit
This is it mother fucker this is it
Tryna get by with my head full of shit
This is it mother fucker this is it
Hold your breath if you ain't got nothing left then you coming with me
This is it mother fucker this is it
Hold my damn ground while these demons come and try and get me

This is it why so comfy when these demons near me
This is it ain't reluctant when they commandeer me
This is it won the battles now these people fear me
Funny feeling to be loved but be so hated dearly
Get a grip Alvi give you all his gifts here
From the pits Alvi climb burn my pits here
Imagine this breathe in deep see'n shit clear
Grip fear Alvi loyal come and live here

This is it mother fucker this is it
From my damn spine from my soul to my fit
This is it mother fucker this is it
Tryna get by with my head full of shit
This is it mother fucker this is it
Hold your breath if you ain't got nothing left then you coming with me
This is it mother fucker this is it
Hold my damn ground while these demons try to fuck'n get me