Lyrics This Mess - Michael Kaneko , AmPm

I've always known
That something wasn't right babe
I saw the way you looked him in the eye
I'll never know if i was the one who caused this
I could not see the light
So I gave up on this fight

I know you're gone
But I can't stop the bleeding
It's been too long
Somebody help me clean up this mess

You're taking up all of my time
I know that you'll never be mine
I admit I'm so afraid of life without you baby
I don't know if I'll make it past the storm and rain
You know the sun will never be the same
I'm doin' everything I can to leave our love behind

Every night I fall back down the drain
I can't seem to break free from these chains
I fall back down the drain
It's tearing me apart
Every night I fall back down the drain
I can't seem to break free from these chains
I fall back down the drain
It's tearing me apart

And when I'm drunk with toxins in my blood
I get so weak I can't help but to call
Next morning I wake up
You know I feel like shit
I messed up I admit
And now my heart is torn to bits

It's late at night
You know I start to get the feeling
I don't believe that I will survive this mess

You're taking up all of my time
I know that you'll never be mine
I admit I'm so afraid of life without you baby
I don't know if I'll make it past the storm and rain
You know the sun will never be the same
I'm doin' everything I can to leave our love behind

Every night I fall back down the drain
I can't seem to break free from these chains
I fall back down the drain
It's tearing me apart
Every night I fall back down the drain
I can't seem to break free from these chains
I fall back down the drain
It's tearing me apart