Lyrics Flow - Amalgamation

Flowing through this world so smooth
Everybody's already knowing where I'm going
Even though I'm hardly showing what's really running through my mind
Hard to show the pictures painted all throughout
Every corner and crevice
Pointing me to a new direction
The frustration beginning on seeping it's way into my mind
Don't know how many times I've used the same rhymes
Or done the same crimes
Obviously written the same lines
The days just begin to blur together
Everything starting to seem more and more surreal
Trying to peel off the layer I set down here before
Walking through the store got everybody staring
Even though I can't say what's up, bro hug
Kinda feels like ice in my veins
Blurring the lanes of reality that only exist inside the mind
Kinda sucks how only in reality can you get a filling meal
Yet even with that it's like someone stealing from your soul
As long as you ain't touching what I'm lighting up in my bowl
Senses overloading
Why do you think I'm always frozen
Yet I'm still moving fast as light
Like Moses, parting seas
Nobody ever really knows where I could possibly be
Now let me get one thing straight
Just because you know me, doesn't mean you know who I claim to be
Even though it hardly changes
Just minuscule
No need to ever get physical with my interactions
Got that? good. I'm Speeding things up
Since I just got done freein' it up
Yeah, have you heard
It's me that new white guy trying to turn his words into music

If you could even call it that
It's a whole lot more like rata-tat-tat boom bap rap
Shining brighter than anybody else around
How that sound to your ears
Lighting my fears up with this bic
Then move it a little to the left and light that weed and breathe it into my soul
Don't even need it to be higher though

Everybody walking and talking around like we all got wires on
Say one thing about being a little more free
And it's like hold up are you sure that's water in your cup
The mainstream musics always the same
Yet when it comes time to place blame
Who is it that your taking your aim at
Even Steve can change
Or at least do a little rearranging
Believe in something that is proven to be real
But don't follow
Leave a path
Sit down and do the math to finally arrive where you want to be at

Hip hop
I'm hip hop
I'm hip hop
Yeah
Guess I'll miss the point for now
In my feelings, listening to deathgrips
Getting noided out
Fuck the shit I'm hip hop
Bound to destroy the crowd
Abort these unimportant artists with my poison sound
I'm noisy, loud
Cover your ears old lady
Stop that racket
You bastards come and make me
Swagger style fresher than a new born baby
Let me shoe horn in a few more crazy rhymes
Yeah I have no shortage of those
I'm the big daddy bear
Y'all are porridge in a bowl
And I'm goldilocks too
Just check my hairdo
Skitlebebop
I can skat
Cover you in bear poo

Bring it back
I keep it going thousands of miles and sprinting
Move in ellipsis
Get the pills out of your system
But then what is it your using to find balance
Tipping and falling straight into a trance
Substantial how this life will just repeat endlessly
Till the one that claim to be
Or at least that's how it seems to me
See the bigger picture
Trying to make it to work today
But the beats on my mind shit
I wanna be be able to do this full time
Touring and cruising in the ocean
Flow in front of hundreds
As I put on a show to show how I really feel
Hoping I don't need a record deal to make it
To be using my money on something other than myself
But never solely
To give back to those that put up with me as I say it being me
Just be yourself or you should you be your ego
What else is there to be
Say this and quote from that bit of creativity
It's a relative antiquity
Putting out my first album thinking I'm a real one
Am I shining for the wrongs reasons
I don't even know how this really works
Buy a couple more shirts and hoodies to cover up
Do or don't continuously working on my self in this cold world or at least in this house
The amount of time I'm spacing needs a little degradation
Just rhyme
Treading the line between anger and sorrow
Far from original
And a little cynical

But don't know if I should use my phone as a way to get into the zone
This music I'm playing starting to seem more like a compartment I put myself into
But then again I have to remind myself to shower
After how many hours later it is now
I don't know all I do is flow until it stops