Lyrics Mood Swings - Andradece

What happens when you learn to fly but don't know how to land
Thankfully when I'm this high there ain't no traffic jams
Success and happiness are not the same, well I'll be damned
God has a history of shooting down your future plans
But I'm not mad about it, I'm still growing like a lily sproutin'
If you see me on the ground, don't pick it up
Just leave it where you found it
My heart's a flower so I'm fragile
It's not something that you play around with
I barely love myself enough to write this
My soul's in agony, can't fall asleep
My mind prefers to work the night shift
Like God why am I like this?
I got no strength, can barely move I'm lifeless
My flesh and spirit constantly colliding
I document my failures, I'm more a doer than I am a sayer
Don't bother me I'm working now I said I'll call you later
Exit my life, you'll do yourself a favor
I got no self-esteem my soul could use a couple prayers
Yeah, my joy in life is empty
Me and my feelings have a date night every single evening
Gym and the studio's all I need to combat the demons
Y'all pay for hits, like a Pfizer shot to prevent diseases
To me this is easy I'm practically the Harry Houdini of rap
My life is a movie you said you see people leaving, that's cap
My theater's full of viewers dying to see me react
To all the BS thrown in my lap (Let's go)

I don't take my own advice but I should be
Giving it to Christ, but I'm busy with my own things
The good, the bad, and of course I get the ugly
My heart will sabotage anyone who loves me
And sing it out if you suck at holding good things
And raise your voice if you feel like self-destructing
It's sad to say but none of y'all worth trusting
I suffer from a case of bad mood swings

Hold on, let me find my cadence, rock & sling King David
If God is with me whom shall I be afraid of?
I'm too devoted, my flow is GOATED yet underrated
Think I'm crazy now just wait until I go Super Saiyan
Give me something nice, I'll break it
Tape it together and list it for sale at doubled the initial payment
Or trade it for something better I'm open-minded
Like Jordan Peele's 'Get Out' thriller
You're in a dream but don't realize it
Flash photography to wake me up, Episode 3 Obi-Wan
I'll force you out of my life without choking up
Fresh out of favors, I don't owe you none, left me here to rot
Now I'm infected with fungus like in The Last of Us
I fail to disengage, I've seen better days
I'm a fighter pilot every single tango I evade
Climbing altitude, people catching wind about my name
The more you hate, the faster I accelerate off into space (Yeah)
Something wrong if I ain't rapping
Like Game of Thrones without dragons
A pool without chlorine tablets, a kitchen with its cabinets
I'm barely scratching the surface not even lighting the matches
I live the life that you wanted it all was destined to happen
Yeah, it all was destined to happen
I'll be candid I dress a beat like a Cesar salad
Take what I want like the ghost inside of Luigi's mansion
Soundtrack to your life, don't mind if I generate the captions

I don't take my own advice but I should be
Giving it to Christ, but I'm busy with my own things
The good, the bad, and of course I get the ugly
My heart will sabotage anyone who loves me
And sing it out if you suck at holding good things
And raise your voice if you feel like self-destructing
It's sad to say but none of y'all worth trusting
I suffer from a case of bad mood swings