Lyrics Relapse - Anna Clendening

Yeah
In a room full of people I still feel totally alone
I'm in the back left corner by the bar im stressing texting on my phone
My friends think that I need a drink but I don't drink anymore I'm searching for the door
The last time I got drunk I wound up passed out on the bathroom floor
Wasted, shitfaceded I wasted too much time
Trying to numb a pain, feel nothing and ease my mind
I spend two years of tuition in college but I lost it my ambition it went missing so I, started drinking
I lost myself
At the bottom of a bottle
Lost myself
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it cost me but it cost me)
(Woo!)
(Relapse relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse relapse)
You'll be fine
Fuck that
I was self medicated heavily sedated understated that I hated every last part of who I was who I was, or who I'd become
I was numb I was dumb I was foolish I was young took me two whole fucking years to get back
Where
I started from
The bottom
Of a bottle
Straight up to a role model
Well I refuse, I refuse, to lose it all
Now
I lost myself
At the bottom of a bottle
Lost myself
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it cost me but it cost me)
(Woo!)
(Relapse relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse relapse)
You'll be fine
Fuck that
(Relapse relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse relapse)
You'll be fine
Nah
I'm good
I found soul-less
Staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found soul-less
Staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found soul-less
Staring soul-less
At the bottom