Lyrics Sometimes - Anti

Sometimes I think about the times we never had
Never spent, never went, but at least I understand
I ain't ashamed of who I am, but I ain't man enough to see
The person that I loved was standing right in front of me

Yeah, I hope no one ever loves you like me
It's kinda selfish but they never agree
I've waited way too long
So if loving you ain't right, then I'm hoping that they wrong

We don't talk a lot about the time up at the parking spot
You held out your hand, but my mind was yelling make it stop
Butterflies floating in my chest
Just let me confess, so I can finally put these thoughts to rest

And you, you had to wait for me
But I could never leave, and that's the only thing I see
I hope someday, I can be the man that goes up to your father
And ask for a ring for his daughter

Who you wait for
When the one that you love is knocking on your door
And it don't really matter what you can't afford
Cause I love the way you make me try

You know, sometimes
I'm wishing on a star just to make you mine
And I don't ever wanna go and see you cry
Cause I'll love you til the day I die, yeah

Sometimes, I be on my phone in the dead of night
Bright screen, dark room, thinking of the time you
Came to me crying 'bout relations with your parents
I never said to run away, but you suggested Paris

Now that's a funny thought cause we don't have a lot of money
And it's hard to run away when you're locked up in a cage
You're thinking on the other side that it's always sunny
But even in your paradise it rains

Yo, listen, I know you're looking for someplace to go
But maybe get a job, and then ease up on the chemicals
This call got me stressing
Think about your blessings
Maybe what you're looking for is hiding in this message

You truly make me feel like I'm in the air
Nothing else really compares, I hope you are aware
I know it can hard to tell the one you love you care
But a life with you and me in it, is one that I'm hoping that we can share

Who you wait for
When the one that you love is knocking on your door
And it don't really matter what you can't afford
Cause I love the way you make me try

You know, sometimes
I'm wishing on a star just to make you mine
And I don't ever wanna go and see you cry
Cause I'll love you til the day I die

If what comes up might still come down
Then someday we might touch this ground
For now, your head's still in the clouds
I made my peace, but feel let down

We know our fate is what we choose
I made my rounds and paid my dues
Somethings might be still unfound
Sometimes is my favorite sound