Lyrics Drugs In Dreams - Apollo Poetic

The money the shows the highs
I don't know why I try it hurts some more
It hurts some more
Oh damn I miss my family
These drugs are damned to see
It hurts some more
It hurts some more

Serve me all the flavors of your palette you just spit em'
I can taste before you speak with all the filling
You put in em'
Middle finger to the ceiling when I feel the venom in em'
You should seek to choose to listen
When I'm spilling all these rhythms
Like I'm floating like it's quidditch
With my pen I'm just a wizard
I'm expelling all my victims
Arming up with all my wisdom
Takes some fear to get the lighter
Takes a trigger to get pressed
Before you even get to higher
Before you prior next to rest hoe
Toe to toe with any yo
I'm floating like a Holy Ghost
It's like soMe god looked down me
And told me boy you gotta flow
Drinking from the sticks that
Sells your soul
No way I gotta grow
Build a way around it
So I guess you gotta row the boat
Yes I'm talking river Styx
The drug in immortality
I sacrificed the risk
And gave my fate a fierce reality
I like the way I look up at the top
But they look down on me
Buried my whole life to take a chance
Because I'd die for these
Dreams to make it bigger
Sipping liquor when they talking hate
Looking at the past me

Looking at the past me not so different ain't he
Constantly working avoiding any form of blasphemy
I'm learning the curve that will keep me on a higher balcony
But how can he pursue a dream we hid from his reality
It takes a man to see the truth
When its buried inside of me
But hate will blind the people from
Person they would rather be
Yeah
I'm just talking from experience
The ones you think were close
Are bound to kill your dreams and burry it
Cuz their option matters more when times are tough can't handle this
Any light can be the brightest if it's in the darkest place
So when you down up in them trenches
Know that you will find a way
The ones who put you in that room
They OD of the drug of hate
Hydroxycut will blind the faith
No time to talk don't conversate
I was made to be a god
On the way can't take me back
With every path I'm never lacking
Knowledge for the youth in facts

The money the shows the highs
I don't know why I try it hurts some more
It hurts some more
Oh damn I miss my family
These drugs are damned to see
It hurts some more
It hurts some more

People always my back
They think they know what's good for me
I put mental over money
Cause they can't sell dreams to me
I rather be broke while making no dough
Cause the way that I'm made it will show that I'm serious

I keep writing and getting delirious
I've just been grinding on lyrics you hearing this?
I don't what's gotten into me seriously
I keep on yelling so why they aren't y'all hearing me

I just been doubting my movements clueless
I just feel useless
Why am I running this race if it feels like I'm losing
Who besides Nike told me to just do it
Who did (who did)

They did
As much as they hate they faking
They showing the love
When I'm feeling complacent
Down to the earth but they leave on the pavement
I'm patient
When it comes to the statements
Hope you can take it
I'm faced with
Waking up into the night
I dodge engagements

Engage with
All my heart that I still feel it's vacant
But maybe I can grow
Escape the negatives I know
But the pictures that they flash just leave me blinded on this road
I can see em turning heads and baby that's the show I know
Quick flash
The whiplash
One day be in Vogue