Lyrics Dark Blue Skies - Arnold The Painter

You a diamond
I don't deserve you
Too many problems
Come with my dark blue skies
Come with my dark blue skies

I'm looking for ways out of talking myself into hitting myself in the head
I wanna be perfect, and patient, and needa get up before I am dead
I wanna be better than last year, but think that is too far ahead
I don't wanna sit like a statue, I'd rather be running instead
It's like the air is so toxic, it's squeezing my lungs while I'm trying to get me some rest
I wake up the following morning to go on my run and come back for some eggs
I catch myself wondering, "How did you make it another night filled with the pain?"
It's like a struggle that don't wanna die
Flying you high, to drop to your death

One day it's under control here
The next I'm locked up in a vortex
Helpless but doing the most here
Hoping the next day is harmless

No one to pull me in closer
No one to give me a promise
But everyone loves to do dumb shit
Especially making my heart ache

You a diamond
I don't deserve you
Too many problems
Come with my dark blue skies
Come with my dark blue skies

You a diamond
I don't deserve you
Too many problems
Come with my dark blue skies
Come with my dark blue skies

I try to tell myself, "You the reason why they're on this shit, iight?"
"You started what they're scared to start, iight?"
"You're the reason why they wanna hea... not too many can just say that!"
"Look at your car, you ain't no wealthy mf pulling out another Corvette!"
"You did it raw, struggling behind a door, locking myself in a vortex!"

I had to be honest with them
I had to be honest
They're gonna hate me in the end
But I had to be honest
I'm too much to handle, regardless
Especially being so heartless
I honestly thought that I lost it
I had to get close to my conscious baby, you

You a diamond
I don't deserve you
Too many problems
Come with my dark blue skies
Come with my dark blue skies

You a diamond
I don't deserve you
Too many problems
Come with my dark blue skies
Come with my dark blue skies