Lyrics Anxiety - Asaiah Ziv

Ever since a youngin I was always fuckin' stressin'
Now I'm getting older and I learned to count my blessings
Ever since a youngin I was dealing with depression
Till I knew that I could turn my voice into a weapon
Mama said the only way it leaves if you suppress it
Hurting for no reason too much feeling no expression
Hanging off this mountain hope somebody come and catch him
If we live in hell then how we supposed to get to heaven?
All I ever wanted was a motherfuckin' mic, yeah
All I ever wanted was a motherfuckin' album
All I ever wanted was a motherfuckin' platform
All I ever wanted was a motherfuckin' stage
All I ever wanted was to see my parents smile
All I ever wanted was my family livin' straight
I've been high as fuck, flight as fuck
World's too dark to light it up
Selfish fucks don't give a fuck
Vegas always dry as fuck
Thank God I moved about the bitch before they tried to press my luck
Rubbin' off yo ass you always talk but never do enough
Damn I got too high I just forgot where I put my shit
Jesus wept
Actin' like you right will only get you left
Damn I just got high as fuck and forgot where I put my mind
I don't give a fuck