Lyrics Panic Attacks in Paradise - Ashnikko

Typical of me to go and ruin the party
Everybody says they love me but I′m still broken-hearted
They call me Polly Pessimism I'm a Macabre Barbie
I love you
My boyfriend wants me love me but I won′t let him
I've been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I'm so
Self-deprecating
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens
Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas I′m terrified
I swear I′m not crying the sun's just bright
I′m having the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Telling myself that this is fine
I'm having the best time of my life
It′s a big joke
Ha-ha I love laughing
It's a big hoax
Your self-help happy
Cuz I′m okay
I'm pure propane
On an open flame
Watch me blow up
My boyfriend wants me love me but I won't let him
I′ve been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I′m so
Self-deprecating
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
This always happens
Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas I'm terrified
I swear I′m not crying the sun's just bright
I′m having the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Telling myself that this is fine
I'm having the best time of my life