Lyrics happier - Autumn

It's unfair, you got what you want
While I die

Trusting a narcissist, was my crime
I tried to save myself all the time
But I couldn't
Something I shouldn't believing that I'm fine

Believing that I could stay high above the ground
It's like you wanted me to stay on the ground
You, running my blood
I stepped on your gown
You get your best of things and times, Where's mine?

There are times I wanna be happy
Times when I was feeling lonely
Want to feel special
Sadly, I just can't be happier
All of you can't understand me
Tried my best, I'm still bloody
Want to feel special
Sadly, I just can't be happier

There are times I wanna be happy
Times when I was feeling lonely
Want to feel special
Sadly, I just can't be happier
All of you can't understand me
Tried my best, I'm still bloody
Want to feel special
Sadly, I just can't be happier

I wish I could fly, wish I'm always right
Something I can't feel when I was just a little kid
Their birthdays are always special
Cause they're special unlike me I'm not that special

Believing that I could stay high above the ground
It's like you wanted me to stay on the ground
You, running my blood
I stepped on your gown
You get your best of things and times, Where's mine?

There are times I wanna be happy
Times when I was feeling lonely
Want to feel special
Sadly, I just can't be happier
All of you can't understand me
Tried my best, I'm still bloody
Want to feel special
Sadly, I just can't be happier

So this is what autumn fall feels like
But I just wanna die, just wanna die
There are other kids that get what they want
While I just wanna die, just wanna die

There are times I wanna be happy
Times when I was feeling lonely
Want to feel special
Sadly, I just can't be happier
All of you can't understand me
Tried my best, I'm still bloody
Want to feel special
Sadly, I just can't be happier

There are times I wanna be happy
Times when I was feeling lonely
Want to feel special
Sadly, I just can't be happier
All of you can't understand me
Tried my best, I'm still bloody
Want to feel special
Sadly, I just can't be happier