Lyrics 4 U - Avian Alia

Seem like all we know is pain
And it's hard sometimes
Been times when I almost lost my mind
On my knees begging for signs
Like I'm going insane
Love them folks but I had to cut them ties
They ain't have no business in my life
And I got one chance to get it right
When you come from the bottom of the bottom
Seem like a lot of problems
With no way to solve 'em
That's the reason I went to college
Cause believe you me
By any means I'ma get them dollars
I'm here to tell girls they can go the farthest
Don't let a nigga knock you off
Girl
Girl I need you ballin'
Spalding
See that I'm hard
Now they calling
I need them racks 'for I step in that office
Straight out of LV
Let these niggas know ain't shit they could tell me
Moving on track
Can't let niggas derail me
Rat-a-tat-tat
Followed up by a shell piece
Boy know that's cap
Should wear it like a headpiece
We gone do this can't be scared to get messy
Suited and booted
The way that I'm popping my shit
It's unhealthy
I'm one of the greats and they know that
Got love for my city
I show that
Real pretty not saddity
I'll chop it up if it's bout figures
And plotting on ways to secure us some millions
870 where I learned how to get it
May God be my witness
Remember them times I broke down
Wasn't nobody around to help fix it
Had to get off my ass
Had to get out my feelings
Seem like all we know is pain
And it's hard sometimes
Been times when I almost lost my mind
On my knees begging for signs
Like I'm going insane
Love them folks but I had to cut them ties
They ain't have no business in my life
And I got one chance to get it right
Seem like all we know is pain
And it's hard sometimes
Been times when I almost lost my mind
On my knees begging for signs
Like I'm going insane
Love them folks but I had to cut them ties
They ain't have no business in my life
And I got one chance to get it right
They swear that my load ain't heavy
'Cause I carry it well
I was taught don't complain
Lift your head to the sky
Say a prayer
And then go give them folks hell
And my people they ain't have a lot
But they did what they could to make sure they saw Lia prevail
And you must be foolish
If you think I'ma let naysayers and nobodies get in my head
Boy you sound like you scared
And I know why he choosing
'Cause I'm looking well
But I know if I test him
That boy gonna fail
And I speak with my chest like a reverend
Got that from my pop
Of another man I'm never scared
And my mama taught me to show love
Even when them folks hating
Cause them hating hoes never do well
And these folks won't believe that I'm hard
'Til them white folks put me on the cover of XXL
But never mind that
I been knew
Way back when that pad was my friend
And my pen too
Folks in my ear telling me what I should do
I'm looking at them like
You shouldn't speak too soon
I'm having rank
The lock I got the key to
Understand I'm a big dawg
She a she-zhu
Say you gone help
But no need to
I do not need you
Thought you was different
But you was deceitful