Lyrics Suicidal Thots - Awake The Rapper

Love is really stupid
I waste a hella on a girl, she be choosin'
Shoes & fashion, but really oh fuck that
I guess we all just really want what we have
A relapse
Stead pass,
Felt better than before
I was in the room searchin' for patterns on the floor
Sorry that I'll haunt you, I'm confused on who I am
A ghost that no one sees or an over thinking man

I
Don't understand
I really fucking lost it
I've been crawling through the catacombs unconscious
Thinking waters
I
Think it's time for rest back, but I move farther
I promise by next year that things will be okay
And we will love ourselves and the pain will wash away
I'll be up all night looking for the light of day
I am still your knight,
Or maybe just a slave
All I know is that I'm really done playing your games

I am done playing your games
You are a person who's not worth going to save for
Say more
You never leave direction
I've been writing all my wrongs, but it's just making me sadder

Nothing really mattered,
Except sunshine, flowers and overpowered status
Three hundred messages, an inbox full of matter
Kids need money, kids tryin' to be happy

I think it's all funny
The way we walk through life, all scared of each other
Someday we'll see that the past has left us,
But until then my pistol's ambidextrous

Someday we'll see that the past has left us,
But until then my pistol's ambidextrous
Someday we'll see that the past has left us,
But until then my pistol's ambidextrous
Someday we'll see that the past has left us,
But until then my pistol's ambidextrou
Yeah