Lyrics death bed - B Murph

"You're not sad again, are you splashgvng?"
Yeah, you said that your not feeling your best
And you said that you're better off dead
And I can't think on what I could've said
To make you stay here instead when you left
And this bottle got my head full of regrets
As I lay here sinking deep in my death bed
I got problems, baby I am Just like the rest
And I hate it when you say
"Murph there's no need to stress"
Huh? like, you're the one I'm stressing about
And I can't get these words outta my mouth
And I know
That you meant all those things that you said
I got problems tryna keep my emotions within myself
When I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel
Oh, I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel

Oh, I hate the way I feel
Mmmmm
Keep it pushing don't look behind
Yeah, the past will make you blind
You can tell when I lie you can see it in my eyes

(Huh? like, you're the one I'm stressing about)
(And I can't get these words outta my mouth)
(And I know)
(That you meant all those things that you said)
I got problems tryna keep my emotions within myself
When I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel
Oh, I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel

(No I ain't taking the wheel)
(No I ain't taking the wheel)
(You know I hate how I feel)