Lyrics Depression with my friends - B$N

I should've known that you would break me
By the time I felt a way
Can't believe I let you close and then I let you get away
You was crying when I left, I know we seen some better days
Like an escalator, tried to lift you up and elevate
It's been a week into depression my niggas try entertain
I gave the world for you to swallow, throw it up and spit away
I can't love you till forever ends, I'll meet you in our fate
My heart was cold as mid December, till you heated up my cage

I remember we would sit in the benches, at the park
It was me and you and all of your friends, tryna get on
I was steady busy tryna pretend, to catch a spark
I wanna drip you in designer givenchies, Louis Vuitton
Baby know I came up straight from the trenches, where it's hot
Im steady stressing bout depression again, it's getting dark
I'm tryna know how and when this'll end, like where I start
This is the year I guess im planning a Benz, I want a car
I know lil shazzy got a friend that's engaged, he locked her off
He should've told her that we're better as mates, and got her off
Im tryna keep a girl like Aadam since day, and tie the knots
I might swap it like I'm shakil, replace and find the one

I should've known that you would break me
By the time I felt a way
Can't believe I let you close and then I let you get away
You was crying when I left, I know we seen some better days
Like an escalator, tried to lift you up and elevate
It's been a week into depression my niggas try entertain
I gave the world for you to swallow, throw it up and spit away
I can't love you till forever ends, I'll meet you in our fate
My heart was cold as mid December, till you heated up my cage

And I can't put no drugs or no alcohol inside my body
I'm steady from the slums, and these animals wanna rob me
I came up from the brum, all these cowards are tryna stop me
But if I get in trouble do you promise that you done got me
I'm tryna hustle, I can't be with no sidechick, I need her properly
I'm in this focus, with like three of the hardest and they all got me
Gotta stay focused, it's just me in this forest I'm with the monkeys
Praying and hoping you ain't lying, be honest and say your sorry
You cut me open, took my heart and you scarred it
It made me heartless
And I ain't coping, took it far you played your part in it regardless
You left me broken, in the start you were my dawg
And then you crossed me
Keep my composure, I can't sop I gotta laugh

I should've known that you would break me
By the time I felt a way
Can't believe I let you close and then I let you get away
You was crying when I left, I know we seen some better days
Like an escalate I tried to lift you up and elevate
It's been a week into depression my niggas try entertain
I gave the world for you to swallow, throw it up and spit away
I can't love you till forever ends, I'll meet you in our fate
My heart was cold as mid December, till you heated up my cage