Lyrics Twenty - B$N

For my estate better do what I will
I say, in my peak climbed over mountains, now I live in the hills

I came from trouble my whole life but now I made it out
We was broke, had to fix up, chose the paper route

For 20 years, I spent my life thinking legal is illegal (illegal)
I'm moving reckless, with this money that I gave to my people (people)
He couldn't deal with the pressure
Now he addicted to the needle (needle)
I swear my heart is in the right place, I'm tired of evil (evil yeah)
My life a movie cuz they plotting
And they ain't got a sequel (sequel yeah)
My niggas tripping cuz I'm sonic
When I drive how I'm speeding (speeding yeah)
He's in the system, to be honest I always cry when I see him
Wish I was with him, but I'm grinding, when it's time to go free him
My bank account investigated all this money I'm seeing
I guess the windscreen on this German ain't the only thing freezing
I'm from a place where niggas working just to try and break even
But now I'm paid so bitches twerking for a spot where I'm sleeping
No paper plates this chicken serving in some china to be eaten
Might buy a place in this suburban with no neighbours tryna beef me
I know they hate but still I'm earning
You can't take this high from me
He in the station witnessed murder, will you take the time for me
You know I'm staying silently
If I'm paper I won't fold
There's regulations on the streets which I abide that I imposed
I work the day so we can eat but in the night I walk the roads
You know it's dangerous
These police will squeeze you dry to talk the code
I'm turning 20 in a bit it's only right I bought a golf
And all this money from the jungle I ain't even touched the roads
From the Amazon forest, I'm grinding hard in working mode
And it gets heated when I rev it higher like I'm burning coal
They tryna rain on my parade I'm banging lightning thunderbolt
All this pain that's on my face is from the times I undergo
And this paper that I chase but in the night I'm home alone
And in a way I paved a way for all the guys that's on the roads
I know they love me for the money they don't care what else I bring
It's getting lonely so my best friend is the microphone I sing
I thank the lord he kept the drugs away, the styrofoam and drink
I'm steady gripping on this thirty eight, my livelihood at risk
Before I knew about the murder rate, I tried to call it quits
But now I'm living like a surfer, join my wave or you might sink
And ain't no feds inside my circle, but your plate is full of pigs
Ain't jumped a fence I went through hurdles
Till the pain I couldn't feel
I'm from a section where it's wordle
Guess the name and you might live
And all these shells I'm like a turtle, or a snail up when I chill
I'm raising hell I'm down to earth, if you betray me you get killed
I'll ring your bell like I'm in church but I ain't praying for my sins
Remember selling all these drugs, just to make it out the field
And yes I'm stepping on these turds
Like put my trainers in the shit
My life a blessing and a curse, I'm just grateful for the wins
But for the rec, don't misinterpret it
I'm dangerous and I kill
I'm tryna cherish what I love, before I'm laying in a ditch
And I been selfish, I can't trust another lady or a bitch
I've been a menace in the world, I hope and pray that they forgive
I hope and pray my lord forgives
And that's just how it is, how it is, how it is, how it is yeah

(I hope and pray my lord forgives)