Lyrics If I Fall - Baby Basile

Have a hard time loving myself
Look in mirrors and I see someone else
Is this me can it be that I've changed
Depression came I'm not the same I'm in pain
Break me down to the root of it all
No one there to catch me if I fall
Your closest friends never answer your call
No one there to catch me if I fall

I don't think I know what I need
I need them but they don't need me
Anxious now I feel I can't breathe
Broke my heart and now I can't sleep
I don't eat that's why I feel weak
Making songs that I don't even keep
I am productive but I'm incomplete
I'm just not the same as who I truly want to be
It's over now maybe that's on me
Honestly I might never leave
This place I'm in and that's a fucked up thought
To think about how far I got
Faking happy when I know I'm not
Can't stand the pain but it just won't stop
Faking happy when I know I'm not
Can't stand the pain but it just won't stop

Have a hard time loving myself
Look in mirrors and I see someone else
Is this me can it be that I've changed
Depression came I'm not the same I'm in pain
Break me down to the root of it all
No one there to catch me if I fall
Your closest friends never answer your call
No one there to catch me if I fall