Lyrics Lanterns - Bayley

Self-destructing at my own cost
Sole lost
Don't cross
Onto my side where they don't know us
Blow trust
Slow lust
Got these lanterns all around me
Electronic lights don't astound me
Plans all soiled just to ground me
Now I'm wishing for a bounty

I just don't know what I am here for
Days been counting up, yeah, I just clear scores
Lost track of my bucket list I just need more
Something clean lord
I should mean more
Drawing from my past
Hourglass has been smashed, yeah
The pain never last
Can't be asked to be attached
Setting up the mast
For my cast set and matched
No attacks or looking back
Always forward with no pack
Cause I keep going
Steam floating
Steer away from moans cause we only make moments
Heat stoking
Pressure been potent
Need validation cause I'm just done hoping
Spoken like I'm on the last thread
Half roped off other part been dead
Neat spread of emotions cause I can't break bread
Instead
Carry all my tools inside my shed

Self-destructing at my own cost
Sole lost
Don't cross
Onto my side where they don't know us
Blow trust
Slow lust
Got these lanterns all around me
Electronic lights don't astound me
Plans all soiled just to ground me
Now I'm wishing for a bounty

I can't keep tormenting me
Tied to the tracks come set me free
Clichés say I'm my own enemy
Cause I can't control my own tendencies
Flipping records for a second I can't balance myself
Scratches on my vinyl I can't try to find the right help
That's why I spike shells
I can't get too attached
Then attack and I'm stuck cause I'm over on my back
Nothing to break my fall
No kickstand or cymbal
I can't land back in the pull
Not without my haul
Mirrored arguments
It's just too hard to send
Full when answers pend
That's why I'm

Self-destructing at my own cost
Sole lost
Don't cross
Onto my side where they don't know us
Blow trust
Slow lust
Got these lanterns all around me
Electronic lights don't astound me
Plans all soiled just to ground me
Now I'm wishing for a bounty