Lyrics Alone In my Feelings (Vocal Version) - Bboy Ninja

I'm alone in my own my feelings
Can someone come talk to me
Sitting alone in my own feelings
Can someone please save me
I'm alone in my room thinking
Can you turn on the light
Sitting alone in my room crying
I just feel like dying

To be this fucking anxious I know isn't healthy for me
I'm always assuming the worst cause that's just how it be
I fear you will be caught in shooting or crash on the freeway
Or doctor calls telling me you will have three months left they say
I cant help it babe I was just born this way
I wish I wasn't like this and could get through the day
I sigh throughout the day and act like I'm in a play
All these people around me are actors looking for their pay
I sit up at night thinking bout the many different confrontations
All I ever feel is alone in my own feelings
And I would kill to feel alive again
But I don't sleep anymore the end
I'm so isolated and broke that my soul is feeling poor
Music don't even get me stoked now but I try to write the score
Maybe its just cause I feel like too everyone I'm a bore
And I just wanna know if you sleep anymore

I'm alone in my own my feelings
Can someone come talk to me
Sitting alone in my own feelings
Can someone please save me
I'm alone in my room thinking
Can you turn on the light
Sitting alone in my room crying
I just feel like dying

Back then when I said id start a label and make this legit
All my friends said they'd be right there real quick
But now I'm looking out the window like where'd you all go
And I'm just wondering why they'd even say that for
And I'm still disappointed direct gave up on the team
Maybe I pushed him to hard to work on all these things
I just wanted you to succeed and be the best you you can be
Cause I believe in you bro and I know we can achieve the dream
And sometimes I wish the past could be a little different
Even though I wouldn't change a thing cause it shaped me indifferent
I just wish I could depend on my father a little more in life
Some shit from when I was younger I really needed at night
And I wish certain people never stabbed me in the back
Cause I thought we had a pretty good friendship in fact
I try to let go of the past but the futures looking bleak
Cause if I live in the now the pain might take away my speech

I'm alone in my own my feelings
Can someone come talk to me
Sitting alone in my own feelings
Can someone please save me
I'm alone in my room thinking
Can you turn on the light
Sitting alone in my room crying
I just feel like dying