Lyrics Pen 2 Paper - Beck Pete

Pen to paper makes it concrete
It's time to write it
You don't want me
I'll scratch it out, but I know better
Goodbye hurts for now
But so does rotting here together

I hate to know when you're alone
And still you won't, still you won't call me
What changes on the nights you pick up the phone
Who reminds you that you're lonely?

I know it ain't me
I know it can't be
Had nightmares of this
Suddenly, I know the feeling
I know it ain't me
I know it can't be
Had nightmares of this
Suddenly, wish I was dreaming
Save me the "it's not you, it's me"

Fingers crossed you don't feel weak
Quiet night, active mind, when she leaves
Run your mouth so you feel better
Blame the timing, doubt, your mouth
You need to please, whatever

I hate to know you're in control
Of when my phone, when my damn phone rings
What changes on the nights you decide to call
Who reminds you that you're lonely?

I know it ain't me
I know it can't be
Had nightmares of this
Suddenly, I know the feeling
I know it ain't me
I know it can't be
Had nightmares of this
Suddenly, wish I was dreaming
Spare me the "it's not you, it's me"

No, you never told me lies
It just didn't cross your mind
No, you never told me lies
You just failed to mention
I'm not your type

I know it ain't me
I know it can't be
Had nightmares of this
Suddenly, I know the feeling
I know it ain't me
I know it can't be
Had nightmares of this
Suddenly, wish I was dreaming
Spare me the "it's not you, it's me"

Pen to paper makes it concrete
It's time to write it
You don't want me