Lyrics Shattered Moon - Before I Turn feat. Courtney Laplante

They will take you far from me
For now I bare the blame
And he sits and stares with eyes of lust
Now carving out your name...
I've taken blood away from you
Now dwelling far above
So I think of how your grin will change
I don't deserve your love...

I'm so sick of the fucking illusion that we keep!
We're lost at the steeple!
Love washes the pain of instant despair!
Trek through perilous waters to face coldness and death!
The cries of the peasants
Linger and wallow and flow through the air!
Hold on to the love that we share!

I see the look on your face, so we have to get
Far away, far away from the rest of it
A shattered moon guides the way to a paradise
That will cleanse all the pain that we've sacrificed

I surrender to myself
And apprehensiveness
Darkness lingers like a cloud
That dwells inside my chest...
It's like a feeling of hanging wrapped around my neck
Suspending me above
And I can't look at you the way that I did
Because I don't deserve your love...

I'm so sick of the feeling that my love is a fake!
It's all thanks to fictitiousness
And the thought that we're forged to loathe!

I see the look on your face, so we have to get
Far away, far away from the rest of it
A shattered moon guides the way to a paradise
That will cleanse all the pain that we've sacrificed

I... feel them watching with eyes of disdain!
I... feel lamenting from blood that was stained!

I saw you're smiling, your hopes were filled with dreams
But now we have decided it's better to leave
I'm not much for faith, but now I scream
To heaven above, I don't deserve your love...

To heaven above, I don't deserve your love!
To heaven above, I don't deserve your love!
To heaven above, I don't deserve your love!
To heaven above, I don't deserve your love!

To heaven above, I don't deserve your love