Lyrics Boyfriend - Bela Delgado

I always feel like the rain on my window
Always shut out looking at the inside
It's what I pay for the cost of my sins though
Falling down from the clouds of a thin sky
I always look like I'd rather be elsewhere
With my face pointed straight at the void's end
I promise that you don't want me, I swear
Call me anything except for your boyfriend

On a whim as I sat on the concrete
I had a vision of you crashing on me
Fast asleep to the sound of my heartbeat
In a world where somebody would want me
But I know better than to let my thoughts run
'Cause all my pursuits just turn into problems
And I'd better stop before it's too late
Before I fall in love with the words that you say

I fell for the trick about one too many times
Full of false flicks of hope and a devastated eyes
'Cause it always ends the same way, slammed into a glass screen
Gazing in the room 'til the blinds are shutting past me

I always feel like the rain on my window
Always shut out looking at the inside
It's what I pay for the cost of my sins though
Falling down from the clouds of a thin sky
I always look like I'd rather be elsewhere
With my face pointed straight at the void's end
I promise that you don't want me, I swear
Call me anything except for your boyfriend

I just run away from my mistakes
Evaporate before you open the window
Before the raindrop hits the beige rocks
Feels the pain of not letting it go

I wanna move to the middle of nowhere
Away from beautiful lies, I don't care
And just sit by myself forever
And not feel like the stormy weather
I light candles alone and eat meals for one
And I learn to stay up 'til the morning sun
And I'll stay like this 'til I meet my end scene
And nobody ever gets to reject me (ayy)

I always feel like the rain on my window
Always shut out looking at the inside
It's what I pay for the cost of my sins though
Falling down from the clouds of a thin sky
I always look like I'd rather be elsewhere (ayy)
With my face pointed straight at the void's end (ayy)
I promise that you don't want me, I swear (ayy)
Call me anything except for your boyfriend

(On a whim as I sat on the concrete)
(I had a vision of you crashing on me)
(Fast asleep to the sound of my heartbeat)
(In a world where somebody would want me)