Lyrics Maladjusted - Better Promises

I've been dealing with
A lot on my own
I was afraid to share
Cause I knew you would just go
And treat me like a basket case
Pat me on the back
Tell me it's gonna be okay
Well it's not don't lie to me too

I'm not feeling safe this time
Don't touch me
It's nothing you did wrong
I'm just untrusting

I'm maladjusted for this place I've found I'm stuck in
I just want to be happy I mean don't we all
But there's a shadow on my souls wall
And its not mine
And it won't leave
I'm not fine
I can't sleep
Get me high
A strong drink
Cause I want to die

I got in my car last night
No seat belt on
Drove through six red lights
With the windows down