Lyrics Sleeping Pills - Better Promises

If I take a sleeping pill do you think it will
Knock me the fuck out
Because I can't fall asleep
While you're on my mind
I'm wasting my fucking time
I have to get up for class in 4 hours
I can try but I don't think that I have the power
To get myself out of bed
Get you out of my head
These problems would disappear if I was dead

I'm afraid that this time it might work
My mom won't be prepared for that
I just want to go to school do my fucking homework
And get drunk and play video except until I fall asleep

I don't want you to be on the list
Of people I pissed off
I don't need you to love me
Please don't ever love me
Because I have this weird thing
Where all I do is let people down
Cause I'm a fuck up
And everyone's just watching me fail

I'm afraid that this time it might work
My friends won't be prepared for that
I need to just go to school do my fucking homework
And get drunk and play video except until I fall asleep

Nothings gonna fix itself
Nothing's gonna fix itself
I'm way to scared to ask for help

Am I destined to die?
Before I ever find a way to cope with everything I don't know
What's wrong with me?
Blood in the bathroom sink
I just need to be held tonight
Wish myself sweet dreams, sleep tight
Tomorrow you will wake up and everything will be alright alright