Lyrics Appreciative - Bezz Believe

I just wanna feel loved, stay humble and be happy, find peace,
Take care of my whole family,
Yesterday I met a homeless man at the bridge,
Looked him in his eye and said everything gon be alright,
Told me that he battling addiction, smoking all hard and he sniffin',
Couple times gone through the system,
Felony charged with eviction, makes shit hard to see his children.
In and outta prison ever since they birth,
Baby mama steady trippin' and that makes things worse,
He can't get no work cause the drugs got him tweaking,
A criminal past that can't afford nothin' decent, |?
| to a job interview,
Took a walk in his shoes and the thought alone had me so lost,
The traffic light turned green I wished him a
Good night, threw him a hundred bucks and dove off.
Rolled up the window, rolled up |? | on the way to a studio session,
The only was to stop this depression starin' back at
My reflection, and I had to thank God for my blessings.
That's why I'm so appreciative,
Cause my mama always told me that nothin' in this life is free,
That's why I'm so appreciative cause there's people livin' out there
Who got it way worse than me,
That's why I'm so appreciative cause I realize the fact that all this
Could be taken away,
Stay humble and appreciative,
And I pray everyday that shit gon be okay.
I gotta fan who's addicted to pills,
He told me that's the only way that he can cope with the pain that he
Feels, he a cancer survivor but hooked on the
Medication, can't seem to quit the shit that the doctor gave him.
So far in debt due to medical bills,
He live with his mom cause he fucked up his credit for real,
She and alcoholic and his dad passed away in a
Car crash when they used to live in Tampa Bay.
Everydays a struggle but the drugs get him by,
He said he loves my music especially when he high,
Told me that he tried rehab, but it didn't work,
Went to jail a couple times and that made things worse.
He get a check at the first of the month but he usually spends it all
On pain killers and blunts,
It's been a while since I even heard or seen of him,
Recently I saw he finally back on social media, wrote me a DM,
Said he doin' better,
Swore to God that he stopped usin' drugs forever.
I really thought he was winnin' the fight
Until I checked his Facebook and he ODed last night.
I'm so appreciative cause my mama always told me that nothin' in this
Life is free, that's why I'm so appreciative cause there's people
Livin' out there who got it way worse than me,
That's why I'm so appreciative cause I realize the fact that all this
Could be taken away,
Stay humble and appreciative,
And I pray everyday that shit gon be okay.
Sometimes I wanna get away,
I'm hearin' people in my city dyin' everyday,
Before I leave the house my girl beggin' me to
Stay, I tell her sorry lil' mama we got bills to pay.
Strivin' to be a roll model,
Cause now everything I do this lil' boy'll follow,
Lead him on the right path so he dont feel sorrow,
Nothin's promised so I live like
There's no tomorrow, like there's no tomorrow.
That's why I'm so appreciative cause my mama always told me that
Nothin in this life is free,
That's why I'm so appreciative cause there's people livin' out there
Who got it way worse than me,
That's why I'm so appreciative cause I realize the fact that all this
Could be taken away,
Stay humble and appreciative,
And I pray everyday that shit gon be okay.