Lyrics IOS - Black Damien

Leaving you time after Time
In essence leaving myself Behind
Why do I despise man Kind
But cry when I look in her Sullen eyes
Sometimes I feel defeated And unwise
Sometimes I feel no one's Above me but
The skies
A miserable human in Disguise
That's why I drink and Stay inside
On myself I relied
Until I internally died
I'd talk to her till the Phone died

Lied and said I'd make her My bride
The next day said bye with Her
Silent on the other line
Unaware she wished to Commit suicide
Unaware her insecurities She'd hide
Unaware me pushing her Away
Made her closer to hating Me
Once wrote poems
And sung forever my lady
Off key it was hilarity
Sung clung to every word
How could you hurt her so Young

So loving so admiring
Telephone voice smiling
Gm every day phone Dialing
GIF's uplift her spirit
Then caught off guard she Has to hear this
Such ugly words to a Woman so pretty
Grotesque innards
Supposed winner
Contest of love spars
Driven insane without Cars
She said you'll never be Happy
Never have offspring
Happy songs I'll never sing

I'll stay the sadistic king
Never marry
Always find commitment Scary
Never be loved
Never be blessed by a God Above
Maybe she's correct
On one knee I'll genuflect
She once made me erect
Then moments later her I'd reject
These numbers keep Changing on my IPhone
Different names and Numbers
The one constant is me Left alone

These numbers keep Changing on my IPhone
Different names and Numbers
The one constant is me Left alone

These numbers keep Changing on my IPhone
Different names and Numbers
The one constant is me Left alone