Lyrics Upside Down (Blair X Hills) - Blair feat. Hills

I feel like I′m so broken lost and hopeless and so lonely blacked my windows
I can sleep when nothing else brings peace I'm broken
And I′m hoping that my time has come my line is done
I'll find the gun and put that motherfucker to my gums I'm done

If I could find a way out
I would′ve done it by now
Feeling like I′m bout to drown
Walking around with my head facing down
Look at the blood on the ground
Look at what I have done now
Look at the blood on the ground
Look at what I have done now

Look at what I have done I am the liar the lion is dying
The fires ignited I'm dying inside of my mind
And I am so tired of lying and living the tires are spinning
As I am beginning to dry up and wither and I′m trying to get better
But nothing is ever the same like the weather
Whatever I'll never be better its better that way

But I feel like that′s okay
Everyone around me is running the same way
Everything I'm facing is death and then decay
I don′t give a fuck how you feel about me go away
I guess I'll never be okay
Yeah
I guess I'll never be okay
Tie the rope and let me hang
Fill the clip and let it bang

I′m anxiety prone
Only cause these people never leave me alone
4 walls and some people but this house ain′t a home
Always feeling alone
Pull me out of this hole ya
Its not the possessions or relations gonna a save me from myself
My mind is a prison let me tell you that its hell
My whole life is a suppressant
Only thing gonna stop my brain a smith and Wesson
Life and death such a valuable lesson
My old friends just don't recognize me anymore cause that just ain′t me anymore
Ya that just ain't me anymore cause my body is bruised and my soul is sore ya