Lyrics Find Myself Again - Blanks

I've been holding on to everything I know for way too long
Found a comfortable position where I feel like I belong
Built a wall so no one sees the things I could be doing wrong

Now every mirror that I cross is showing me somebody else
The one who got it all looks different
Than the one who needs some help
It's getting kinda hot in here, in this self created hell

I need to change my ways before it's too late

I don't have time to catch my breath
I need a way out of this mess
I'm looking for clues on who I am
Need to find myself again

Is there a way I can escape?
I'm tired of this endless escapade
Before I forget just who I am
Need to find myself again

I see my friends grow every season like the plants I used to own
And all the books that I've been reading
They are mostly just for show
Everyone I should've read is catching dust on shelves at home

And in the midst of all the chaos, I keep smiling all the time
But I don't think my mom believes me when I say: "I'm doing fine"
And the truth is, I've been losing, I've been losing every night

I need to change my ways before it's too late

I don't have time to catch my breath
I need a way out of this mess
I'm looking for clues on who I am
Need to find myself again

Is there a way I can escape?
I'm tired of this endless escapade
Before I forget just who I am
Need to find myself again

Tell me that I'm worth it
Tell me how to love myself
I'm building up the courage
But I could use a little help

Tell me that I'm worth it
Tell me how to love myself
Oh, I could use a little help

I don't have time to catch my breath
I need a way out of this mess
I'm looking for clues on who I am

Is there a way I can escape?
I'm tired of this endless escapade
Before I forget just who I am
Need to find myself again