Lyrics Struggled Mom - BlkPearl Kee

Sitting here thinking of you
Sitting in my room confused
Missing daughter who would have knew
My child could end up on the news
This crazy insane
Contain mindset regain mundane
Ride for girl Kj

Never thought I'd be in this spot
Reminiscing on past thoughts
In the past listening to the sad
Madness that couldn't last
Wasted dreams cut through the seams
Child's play selfish redeem
Mad addict drinking coffee
NA meetings killing you softly
Your heart is soft and scared
Troubled and on guard
Twisted ambition down wit the sickness
Can't understand how you can do this to her to us no trust
The love is gone gotta face the
Arguments and scars
That love is gone
Even though we'll never be
Hate you so badly
Took me thru stormy weathers
While we were together
What reason did I give you
You lied cheated too
Miss me with that bs
Your actions really show and prove

Sitting here thinking of you
Sitting in my room confused
Missing daughter who would have knew
My child could end up on the news
This crazy insane
Contain mindset regain mundane
Ride for girl Kj

Karma come quick for the stuff you did
Blame me for your excuses
Voice like a shotgun
Two taps to the head mind gone
Two shots to the chest love loss
Can't believe it gone this far
Silence explodes on guard
Your selfishness defines you
Can't hide it from her she knew
I Love you girl and that's true
I stress cause I'm not near you
Teach you hold you and mold you
Grow with you console you
I know it's hard cause I'm far
Mom works very hard
Pressure is heavy cause I am scared
Don't try to figure this out
Your just a child and I'm proud
You always know that I'll be around
Never forget that I'm always there

Sitting here thinking of you
Sitting in my room confused
Missing daughter who would have knew
My child could end up on the news
This crazy insane
Contain mindset regain mundane
Ride for girl Kj