Lyrics Deadly Contradiction - Bonfire

Night time - I feel so alone
Visions of you in the tears I cry
Where is my place to call home
I'm slipping away in fantasy

I thought our love was true and strong
All that you left me was just
Thinkin' I did it all wrong

I hate you and I love you
Deadly contradiction
I hate myself for loving you so much
I hate you and I love you
Day and night addiction
I hate myself for longing for your touch
I hate you and I love you
I want you and I need you - tonight

Rain like tears from the sky
Washing away your lies and sin
Staying alive 'til you die
Love is a war you'll never win

Your love is like a parasite
It's eating up my heart
It's killing me tonight

I hate you and I love you
Deadly contradiction
I hate myself for loving you so much
I hate you and I love you
Day and night addiction
I hate myself for longing for your touch
I hate you and I love you
I want you and I need you - tonight

No - I won't come home tonight
Feel - my love and hate collide
No - I won't come home tonight