Lyrics Lillie... - Brain-Death

May 18th the sky went black
You left and I never came back
They say I breathe they say I live
But I gave you all I had to give

They whisper lies I heard before:
"She won't rest unless you close the door"
But how do I set free your name?
When I still burn in a silent flame

I've kissed the lips of passing ghosts
But none compare to you the most
They smile they try but always fail
No one can match the love you gave

They hold me close I feel so far
Still reaching for your dying star
You held me once when I was weak
Now I'm too broken still to speak

Everyone says I'm getting down too low
Everyone says: "You just gotta let her go"
But the truth is
That I can't let you go

Let you go
Let you go
"Let me go"
But I can't let you go!

They tell me now to grieve then heal
But grief is all I ever feel
I see you in the crying skies
I feel your hands in lullabies

You made me swear I'd never fall
To live for you to bear it all
But Lillie I am just a shade
A name the darkness slowly fades

Each night I dream each night I break
A soul too numb to ever wake
I walk I talk I play the role
But Lillie you still hold my soul

You smiled and said: "Don't fall apart..."
Then died with pieces of my heart
You made me swear you made me try-
But I can't live I just survive

Everyone says I'm getting down too low
Everyone says: "You just gotta let her go"
But the truth is
That I can't let you go

Let you go
Let you go
"Let me go"
But I can't let you go!

So here I write my final vow
You died back then
I'm dying now