Lyrics I Can't Be Lonely - Bri Bagwell

Lord knows I can't sleep
But I've got makeup and caffeine as my disguise
I can cover what I'm thinking
And how much I've been drinking with my eyes

I've got a twenty in my boots I've got
Bleach on my roots and that's alright
I just hate being lonely
'Cause it's the only thing that I can't hide

Wish I could bottle up this hurt and put
It deep down in my purse next to my flask
Sweep it underneath the rug or let it rest in pieces of my sordid past
But you can see this heartache shine
Just like a neon sign lights up the night
But I can't be lonely, cause it's the only thing that I can't hide

I leave a trail of pain like a cat 5 hurricane headed south
Breaking hearts like it's a habit
With a bottle like a magnet to my mouth

So you'll be the first to know
When he's left me all alone and I'm a mess
'Cause I'm the last one to go home
And the first one to admit that I'm a wreck

Wish I could bottle up this hurt and put
It deep down in my purse next to my flask
Sweep it underneath the rug or let it rest in pieces of my sordid past
But you can see this heartache shine
Just like a neon sign lights up the night
But I can't be lonely, cause it's the only thing that I can't hide

You can see this heartache shine
Just like a neon sign lights up the night
But I can't be lonely, cause it's the only thing that I can't hide