Lyrics Help Is Not On the Way - Brojob

I'm trapped somewhere between the need to feed the machine
And the pillar holding fillers inside everything
I've sold my soul, so make no mistake
Just because I'm not dreaming doesn't mean I'm awake

And I've tried my best
Not to fear the consequence
But I'm beside myself
I refuse to ask for help

Nevermind, I'm not drowning, (but I was)
My ship, it's not sinking, (but it did)
My reason to go on, (crumbling)
I swear I am fine, I'm just fucking fine
I'm not drowning, (but I was)
My ship, it's not sinking, (but it did)
My reason to go on, (crumbling)
I swear I am fine, (just fucking fine)

Configuration intangible
Convulsionary in principle
Inexplicable through their lies
It's undeniable in their eyes

And I've tried my best
Not to fear the consequence
But I'm beside myself
I refuse to ask for help
I refuse to ask

I refuse to ask