Lyrics Until It's Over. - Buppy.

Until it's over
And all is said and done
I will slit and I will fight until the morning come
Cuz' I won't let my demons control the way I feel
I get lost and I find out that your love was never real

And lately I've seen problems that I can't face
And lately I've been seeing all these dark days
I take these drugs to ease my pain n' heartbreak
But you don't give a fuck about my mind state
That's factual
But you would never tell me that
It's gradual
How you turn me to a maniac
And now I'm lost
And exhausted all my options
I feel like all your words fill my brain with neurotoxins

Damn
Our love been turning toxic
Never tell truths from your lies or your gossip
Tell me do you want this?
Tell me baby do you want this?
Are you honest?
Do you want this?
Cuz' I feel my death creeping in
I feel like I'm paying back the damage of my sins
And I don't wanna lose you when the smoke clears again
Oh I don't wanna lose you when my life's caving in

Ya I don't wanna lose you when I face the end
Cuz' at the moment it seems you're my only friend
Cuz' I'm a fucker, I'm an addict
I'm paying collateral
For the repercussions of my actions
It's the saddest truth I've ever come to deal with
The idea that
My bad past
And my damage
Create a panic
That circles round my friends, my family, and my peers
Makes them all wish that I was never here

But I am here to stay and I will put that to my grave
And you will never see a day that I don't promise that
And to my dad I can proudly say I will find my kids a better way than one you made for me
And my family of 6
What that mean to you?
And I slit up on my wrist
What that mean to you?
And you left when I was six
What'd I do to you?
And you treat me like I'm shit
Fuck I mean to you?

Damn
Our love been turning toxic
Never tell truths from your lies or your gossip
Tell me do you want this?
Tell me baby do you want this?
Are you honest?
Do you want this?
Cuz' I feel my death creeping in
I feel like I'm paying back the damage of my sins
And I don't wanna lose you when the smoke clears again
Oh I don't wanna lose you when my life's caving in