Lyrics Suicide Squeeze! - C Mill

You and I were like a suicide squeeze
Do or die, choose a side and yours was not me
Heart is tired losing sleep all the times we had together
Caught on fire put it out got back together
Heart on fire but it burns a little more
Are you not tired of picking pieces off the floor
Class is back in session but its hard for me to breathe
Learning about my self is like the scariest thing
How can you prepare for these things
I had to let you go just to grow your own wings

Class is back in session I dont judge a first impression
Cause I always second guess it
Second place aint where im headed
Ask me where my heart is its the same place that you left it
I never knew where you kept it
You couldn't ever accept it
I wanted to inspire you and spark the drive inside of you
But every time I turned around you took the exit
I loved you in the dark when there was no one else beside of you
I tried to hold on tight to you my heart is reckless
And it was bigger once you left
I could never take the credit im forever in your debt
With your soul and that's okay
I can't control it any way
Can't be broken down just moping around
Theres dreams I gotta chase

Heart on fire but it burns a little more
Are you not tired of picking pieces off the flow
Class is back in session but its hard for me to breathe
Learning about my self is like the scariest thing
How can you prepare for these things
I had to let you go just to grow your own wings,

Learning all these things about myself is kind of strange I guess
Maybe everyone around me wishes Id be changing less
Heart on sleeve yea that's my fashion these days he be saying less
Chaos never goes away I just embrace it less
I loved you lots I made a mess
I wanted you to Love me here
Not from a far cause my heart wasn't vacant yet
I fucking thought I wouldn't be awake for that
But I feel numb from all this shit no lidocaine for that

Heart on fire but it burns a little more
Are you not tired of picking pieces off the flow
Class is back in session but its hard for me to breathe
Learning about my self is like the scariest thing
How can you prepare for these things
I had to let you go just to grow your own wings,