Lyrics Wish - COBRA THE EXILE

I've been feelin pretty fuckin lonely
Thinkin bout all the times i was fuckin smoking
Getting high as fuckin shit with my friends
Under bridges
So care free

And I've been wishing I was dead
I guess I'm stuck on what u said
Like they all never really care
I'm in the moment stop and stare

All I know is if I make it
They gon hit me up like
Where the fuck you been
Best friend
Long time no see
I was thinking we should meet up on the weekend
Fuck that

Why do I just
Fall apart
Anytime I think
About the fuckin past
The only thing that seems
To motherfucking last
Is all the pain inside
And I'm okay with that

I've been fuckin chillin in my room
Without the homies
Its been gettin pretty lonely
And I'm thinkin bout the bliss of death
I'm no longer upset
In fact I've been pretty happy
Now that I'm expecting nothing from everyone

Why do I just
Fall apart
Anytime I think
About the fuckin past
The only thing that seems
To motherfucking last
Is all the pain inside
And I'm okay with that

Why do I just
Fall apart
Anytime I think
About the fuckin past
The only thing that seems
To motherfucking last
Is all the pain inside
And I'm okay with that

And I've been wishing I was dead
I guess I'm stuck on what u said
Like they all never really cared
I'm in the moment stop and stare

All I know is if I make it
They gon hit me up like
Where the fuck you been
Best friend
Long time no see
I was thinking we should meet up on the weekend
Fuck that

I don't see the problem with the distance
I don't get caught up in ever instance
No one seems to mind there fuckin business
But damn with me it feels so fuckin different

Suicide doors on the whip
Drivin to the crib
Never thought about the future
I'm lucky if I even fuckin make it

Not enough
Its alright
Go again
Fuck this life
Hate my heart
Slice it up
Into parts
I'm okay

I don't got no ac
In the winter windows blurry
In the summer I don't worry
Got them windows down
The bass real loud

I've been pumping toxins in my blood
Since I was young
Don't give a fuck
I hate it all
These people fake
They really fuckin down

Why u act in public
Like you someone fuckin else
Your dad makes glass
I see right through you
Like a bong up on the fucking shelf

I've been making albums
Every month and all for what
Like what the fuck
I got myself into
Its way too late
I cant stop now

I've been wishing I was dead
I guess I'm stuck on what u said
Like they all never really care
I'm in the moment stop and stare
Like all I know that is if I make it
They gon hit me up like where the fuck you been
Best friend long time no see
I was thinking we should meet up on the weekend
Fuck that Why do I just fall apart anytime
I think about the fuckin past
The only thing that seems to mother fuckin last
Is the pain inside and I'm okay with that

I'm not seeing anything
And I'm all fucked up
I've been lost inside this dream
And my life's pastel
Yeah my life's pastel

And I've been wishing
For
For something