Lyrics Red (Washed) - CalebForever

My daddy told me I'm a loser, I believed it
Hit me again, yell in my face, its cause I need it
But why you gotta make me bleed to feel so strong?
How come no matter what I do you say I'm wrong?
You'll never be anything, you're a loser
Here I stand, empty hands, wishing my wrists were bleeding, to stop the pain from the beating
Aye, can't you see the fear in my eyes?
When you come home, I go into my room and I cry, and I sigh
And don't say nothing, I just keep to myself
Cause I know that if I piss you off I might get the belt, you always...
Red my face
Stop the pain
Say you sorry
Pick me up
Slam me down
Call me names
I won't be anything
Raise your voice
Clench your teeth
Make me feel
Oh so Weak
Feed me fear
Til the tears
Falling down
To the ground
You said it'd be the last time
You always...
I don't really know like, what to do anymore...
I just have like this, horrible empty feeling
I'm ready to die
I don't know how much longer I can take
If you can just take this emptiness away
If you can make me not feel so numb and give me some type of purpose...
I'll live for you the rest of my life...
Romans 10:9 says if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord
And you believe in your heart God raised Him from the dead, you'll be saved
I confess with my mouth that Jesus is Lord
And I believe in my heart that God raised Him from the dead