Lyrics No Different - CalenRaps

Try to pull my card like solitaire
You′ll see I'm solid there
Never been afraid of the bottom
Because we started there
I seen my sister crying
Combing thru her daughters hair
Calling out for God
To ask him why he even brought us here
Sick from sipping on this lean
Sick of leaning on a prayer
Good & bad I′m back & forth
Life is like a rocking chair
Marlboro pack inside my jacket
Like a pocket square
Battling these habits
Both my daddy & my momma shared
I'm no different
Than my homies coke sniffing
Only I been road tripping
Trynna make a million in a month
She let a nigga kill
Shit imma still be on the hunt
Cus baby if I'm being real
This ain′t fulfilling as I want
Since me & Feel was in the Field
Stuffing pills inside a blunt
Getting drunk behind the wheel
Like I ain′t chilling til I'm done
All I ever knew was build
Like I do real estate for fun
So now it′s fuck you
If you feel I ain't the one
I just begun
These niggas fake right to my face
But I still pray that all they blessings last
Faith so hard to break
He made it outta plexiglass
Told him she would stay
The same day she up & left his ass
Trust ain′t nothing that I ever had
I know you been wondering
I been doing better dad
Raining while it's thundering
Praying that this weather pass
Baby put your number in
I could use a better grasp
Never got the chance to make no changes
To my checkered past
Wasting every check I cash
Tell me would u ever laugh
If everything u ever wanted
Was everything u never had
Baby girl I′m pulling up
Make sure that u ready fast
& I know I ain't good enough
But maybe we'll be better bad
Girl you got that Fancy cake
You my Little Debbie snack
This is just the chance I take
Trynna bring my blessings back
Making sure yo family straight
Helping all yo fetty stack
Bae u know u can′t replace
My love with no Giuseppe bag
Even though I′m no different
Than my homies coke sniffing
Only I been road tripping
Trynna make a million in a month
My dawg draw weapons
Like he illustrate the pump
He always keep a couple sticks
You think he really play the drums
I had to lose some day 1's
Cus I ain′t feel who they've become
When I was young I learned
You ain′t gon rehabilitate a bum
Niggas asked me for my wisdom
I facilitated some
But now its fuck you
If you feel I ain't the one
I just begun