Lyrics Red Balloon (Freestyle) - CalenRaps

I never found happiness
Living in my results
And appreciate my path
Because that's what matters the most
Met the girl of my dreams
And we spent the spring getting close
But by the time
Halloween came around
She went ghost
And I suppose
That I rely on the weed
Inside of my roach
And the liquor inside my cup
To feel comfortable
When approached
When I was young I'd press hoes
Like buttons on a remote
But now I'm older and the fire
Inside of my heart is cold
I went from broken down bad
To rebuilt and fully restored
You either holding me back
Or you pushing me forward
Everyday I thank the lord
Even when my prayers get ignored
Cus I know some niggas that's gone
And some niggas
That's gone through it
Uninfluenced by the fame
I know that life is not a game
And every ying come with a yang
The good and bad come in exchange
I hate the pain of seeing the process
Of someone of change
And becoming way more afraid
Of the monster that they became
But a relationship that's valuable
Is salvageable
I've been drowned
By the same person
That pulled me out of the pool
I been hated on by the homie
While being proud of the fool
But ain't no time for down and outs
When there's people
Counting on you
I gotta get it all right now
Black lungs from white clouds
I'm throwing in the white towel
If something don't happen soon
We can't get no shine
Even in the middle of june
A dream dies
Another kid lets go of a red balloon